Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Connected

For the past couple of weeks I have been biking the 8 miles from my apartment to work. I have had to get up a little bit earlier and pack the stuff I will need for the next day the night before. I have had to eat wiser during the day because a heavy lunch sits like a stone on the ride home. I have been snowed on, rained on, nearly hit by several kamikaze UTA busses, and I almost run over one homeless man sleeping in the bike lane.

I have gained several things from this new experience. I have more energy at work, and sleep better at night,. I have really enjoyed the smug feeling of being better than other people because I am part of the solution as opposed to those of you who are part of the problem.

More than that I have enjoyed feeling connected to my new home. I have been living in Salt Lake for over a year now, and it has never felt real. When I was in DC for under a year I felt at home. I felt like I was a part of that city. I went to events, met new people there, felt like I belonged there. I never felt “at home” while I was on my mission in Oakland, California, because as much as I strived to, its hard to feel a part of place when you are living with a 9:30 curfew, no dating, no going out, and a having to stand behind the car to back up (what city wants a geek like that anyway?). A mission was a different experience, and not one that can easily compare to living in a new place as part of normal society.

I have done many of the same things in Salt Lake that I did in DC, with out the same results. I have been to museums, attended the Utah Symphony, gone to plays, made new friends, and I have even become an avid skier. All of these did not ever make me feel like I knew Salt Lake or that I was a part of the Wasatch Front Tapestry. I am from St George. I am a Southern Utahan who likes his rocks red, and his homes to be all white stucco. That changed when commuted to bike.

When I started biking I was no longer trapped in my car as just another UDOT stat on I-80 West Bound. I was on the ground level of the city. I rode through the downtown with its high rise office buildings. I biked down South Temple past my future residence, the Governor’s Mansion. I pedal past Temple Square and the Capitol Building. I also see my fellow Salt City residents sleeping on sidewalks, or waiting for a Bus or Trax train to stop. They are no longer moving pictures framed by a car window, they are all real now.

I think one of the reasons I felt so connected to Washington DC in such a short time is I have always wanted to be there, but I also walked to work every morning from my studio on Constitution to my office in the Longworth Building on Independence. I had to bump into my fellow interns, along with reporters, representatives, and various office staff. I had to feel connected because I was. Riding my bike to work has done the same: it has connected me to my home of Salt Lake.

9 comments:

Ashley said...

I have to say that I feel the exact same way about running. I've lived in little St. Jorge for 13 yrs now but I really feel apart of it when I see other freaks with headlights on out running at 4:30 AM.

Britta said...

Welcome back to your blog! My favorite part is that you feel superior to all the enviro-killers in their cars. I feel the same way when I drive our hybrid, but not so much when I jump into my SUV. Yin and Yang, I guess.

Mik'L said...

Loved this post! And I'm way proud of you for biking 8 miles every day! My favorite part is that you bike past your future residence every day...for sure!

Unknown said...

Thanks Mik'l but I actually bike 16 because I bike home as well. Just saying it sounds way better than 8.

Tom said...

What's that about standing behind the car to back up? Is that a missionary rule? I don't remember that one in the little white book.

Unknown said...

It is now a church wide rule, that the passenger side companion must stand outside of the vehicle to guide the driver while backing up...it was one of the most humbling experiences you could go through.

Britta said...

So that you don't run anyone over? I'm not sure I get that one...

Ruth said...

this post was seriously touching... it's funny the things that make a place feel like home.

Unknown said...

I think the point of the rule is to try and humilate and castigate you further from society. Also because a fleet of 19 year olds driving cars that are not there is one of the scariest things you could unleash on the world.